alone again

brent is gone. i'm all alone. you'd think that i'd be use to this by now and afterall, it is just one weekend...but as you can clearly see, i'm not. i even got teary when we said goodbye. but when he is not here my motivation, my energy, my whole focus is gone. i stay up too late doing nothing and so then i'm short of patience with the girls. to top things off, i'm not only alone, i'm broke--so i can't even go do some shopping or anything. ahh well. i'm premenstrual and i'm sure that is why everything feels more dramatic or intense. i'll have time to spend with the girls and maybe i'll get one of my projects done.